fish

My name is Fisseha, but everyone except my parents call me Fish. I am an Ethiopian living in America, and have been for the past 10 years. I moved here from Nairobi, Kenya after having lived there for 8 years. Before that I was in Tokyo, Japan for 5 years. Before that I was in Addis Abeba (where I was born) where I was barely a year old before I left for the Far East.
My first language was Japanese, though I don’t speak it any more. Maybe the occasional phrase here and there. I have some understanding of French; I speak Swahili (it helped to have had East African friends in college). My Amharic is conversational though my understanding (like most young Ethiopians living in the US) is very good. With all of these competing linguistic and cultural influences, you can imagine the kind of identity crisis I had growing up, on top of my mother speaking her native Tigrinya to her relatives. I have no regrets though; I’ve always made the most of where I was and what I had, and my changing situations have always been opportunities.
I very much identify as African first, then Ethiopian. I have been told by some Black American friends that the Africans they’ve met identified first as natives of their specific countries, then as African. We as a continent are very proud of our connection to it, without a doubt. As Africans we have been through so much as a people of that continent, and yet we still manage to live diligently in the face of overwhelming odds. It is precisely because of this that I identify as African first.
When I think of the Horn, I think of not only what I mentioned above, but hospitality. A place where wide-grinned smiles are backed with pearly white, chipped, missing or even discolored teeth, yet genuine in show. Where a child is literally raised by the village. Where my father skipped two primary school grades, became the first in his family to graduate from college, yet he didn’t even start wearing shoes until he reached high school, because education was very important him.
As a poet and a photographer, it is the subject of many of my works, and it is my very existence; the life I have lived up to this point; that I would like to be served as proof of where I am from.
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